Its just the usual when you have to face something that you immediately think, oh-my this is hardest thing I have to face. But as days go on and you grow older the things you have to face are something new and something even harder than the last "task".
Currently the hardest obstacle for me is choosing a pathway to take in University. There's the location, course, economical and future job factor to consider and of course the qualification factor. I am honestly worried for my SPM results but whats the point in worry about the past where we cant change right?
For now, I think I want to venture into the Hospitality road. It seems ideal and I think I have the passion for it. Thats the thing you see, I'm not sure. I never have been. There are so many things floating around in my mind right now and I cant seem to choose one to solve. I don't want to face it and I feel I cant face it just yet.
Just one more day, I tell myself.
And here I am blogging out my feelings hoping I might get to clear some things out. I think too fondly of the future. I see it in my dreams unconsciously hoping it'd be like that but who knows just what might happen.
For now I'm trying to escape the reality I have to face just until the end of the, I say. I'm hoping I can. The road ahead isn't easy but when i think about it, it wont be the hardest thing to face. In fact I'm really excited for it.
Have a happy December, to whoever that stumbles upon my blog.
Though everyone right now in our situation where we're unsure about the future, we should stand firm in our decisions. That way, we can be sure of our road ahead. True, I'm also escaping the reality but now I'm starting to wake up. It's almost the end of the year so why not start preparing? I'm revamping my blogs just to do that. Preparing for the future. Maybe we can help each other out :)
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