The year 2013 has come to an end. Let's take a moment and congratulate ourselves for we have survived and concurred the year 2013. Weew xx
Do endure and forgive my randomness when I blog. Because I type whatever that passes through my brain and those paragraphs just cant seem to connect.
.You know those ups and downs and moments where we lose ourselves are somethings really discouraging but I think it just matters how we stay strong survive through those blurry depressing day. For there's always light at the end of the tunnel. So congratulations for people who have survived pass those days and who knows? You prize might be really close and things will get better. For me, I found bands. And of course there's amazing friends and family. But sometimes music is the escape. 'Real bands save fans, Real fans save bands'.
This year has been the most wonderful year I've had. There were ups and downs, bitter and sweet. I could say it was quite a balanced amount. Big smiles. I've lost a few and gained a few but most of all this year I did soo much that I used to think was.. impossible, or at least just not within my reach
So few weeks ago me and sweet me went to Hobby Con together and I could not have been more pleased. I took photos with some amazing cosplayers and also I wore a "skort". People who know me knows that Im pretty much a tomboy. Besides the fact that I actually have some boobs I would most probably almost be a boy. Almost. The problem is, I may be tomboyish but deep instead my heart I know how much of a big ass romanticist I am. I'll admit that right now. To at least get a taste of high school romance, that would be sweet. Totally not the right timming but.. oh, how lovely it'd be. When somethings are over, its over you know? The taste is different.
I am most certainly proud of myself. I have made changes that I thought I would never do and realized, hey, it aint all that bad. After all, everyone just have to accept the ironic fact that change is constant. Its hard but eventually everybody will have to face it.
I honestly just cannot wait for this year to begin as there has been many many pleasant events planned out for the start of 2014. Pleased me is very pleased. But of course, theres always the flip side to things, the contrast. The year of 2014. Senior year..woots. (Do you hear my excitement? *sarcasm*) Last year of high school is very very scary to me. As I have no ambition and no dreams and absolutely no idea of what I want to do after high school. Hence, I wont waste time this year and find out what I want to do, well, at least get an idea.
I want this year to be different. To do the things I want to do instead of just sitting around. To have no regrets. Study hard and ace that mothafking SPM. I have to. I dont wanna waste the year away. Time is moving on and it wont stop for nobody.
So goise! Collect more great memories for next 365 days :D
Do the things you don't usually do.
Make new different kind of memories.
Explore and find yourself.
I gotta lose some weight. Sigh.
Most of all!
Have fun and Live while were young ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
01.01.2014
