Gosh, time is literally passing by super quickly.. A month ans 2 days more and I'm going to be sixteen.. SIXTEEN.. I know, not that old, in just 3 more months Im going to be in Form 5/Senior year and thats like the last year of high school..
To be honest it feels like a year is really short..
Schools been fine, life's been fine. I've been bad ass way much more than last year.. And its, um, refreshing I guess. You know Good girls are just bad girls that haven't been caught.
Im kind of really random at the moment so bear with me :o
Exams like in two weeks and being the procrastinator I am, I have definitely not studied...yet. My phones on the verge of ending up in the garbage bin but is in process of being saved.. I miss my phone very much.. It feels like I've been cut off all my social abilities :o Also I'm rarely on my computer so it feels even more alien.
August passed by so quickly it feels like it only lasted 30 minutes.And Bam! Its suddenly halfway through September. Whut? What have I been doing? Feels surreal..
I also have been obsessed, with this really awesome, cute and quirky, sexual and weird Australian band called 5 Seconds of Summer.. I heard the name floating around on instagram and one day i felt like checking up english songs and whooops... I'm utterly mesmerized.
RANT-
*Dont have to read my long non-sensical rant :I
Somethings I just feel like slapping people so damn badly. Its like they never understand no matter how many times people tell or hint them.
Stop being such an annoying hypocrite.. I dont know if its on purpose or whatever , but like can you not?
I dont even know what to say or am I making sense.
I'm not perfect or anything, and yeah I can come across as a bitch or annoying but atleast I realize the things that goes around me and I try to be as less of a annoying oblivious bitch.There's always a limit to things and as a human being living in this modern day society we have to learn to understand and accommodate to our surrounding. Being in school, I think, is just like a pre-outside world. There's your "society", who's your friends and stuff and if you cant even survive or be like-able then dude, how are you ever going to survive being in college or even in the real outside world? You'd get punch and slapped and criticized straight in your face.
Things like " Dont listen to them" or " Ignore the haters" sometimes, you just cant apply those you know?
I know sometimes its unintentional and stuff. Like me, the guys in m class says I'm slutty and stuff and I don't feel it.I dont think I'm slutty or yucky atleast not intentionally. But maybe, maybe unintentionally, I am. The way I speak sometimes and stuff. But you know. I try my best to stop it, whatever "it" is. I try to chase and change my bad habits and attitude.
When A person complains it could be bias-ness but when there's a whole group being bias towards you? I dont know.. I think there's definitely ought to be something that needs to be reflected on. I, myself, am trying my best to become a better me. I try, I do, I dont know if anyone would ever realize but as long as I made some efforts I know I will improve.
Gosh.
